So, yeah… what are you doing?

What Am I doing? That is a fan­tas­tic ques­tion. The entire­ly vague and vague­ly per­son­al answer is that I’m final­ly writ­ing this damn thing. Appar­ent­ly I have been pathet­ic, and in the course of becom­ing pathet­ic, I have also gone com­plete­ly insane. How the hell did I get here?

This blog… dear Lord, I’ve been say­ing it was going to hap­pen for years. I said it when I was mod­el­ing, then when I start­ed pho­tog­ra­phy, then of course when I became the insane mod­e­l­o­g­ra­ph­er, the trav­el­ing mod­e­l­o­g­ra­ph­er, the mean­der­ing musi­cian (who was also a mod­e­l­o­g­ra­ph­er), the ulti­mate mod­e­l­o­g­ra­ph­er… there were a ton of them (phys­i­cal man­i­fes­ta­tions of mul­ti­ple per­son­al­i­ties is like… a some­what seri­ous and rare men­tal dis­or­der, eh? Heh… any­how… the mod­e­l­o­g­ra­pher­ing was unfo­cused and chaot­ic, so the attempt at blog­ging was the same. So, it’s about time I did some­thing for me that was actu­al­ly for me and not just pro­lif­er­at­ing my ego all over the inter­net.

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